Projects

With only 6 weeks till Christmas i am feeling a bit daunted by what needs to be completed. These are not just individual things but major projects.

In 2 weeks we get the keys to "The Fig Tree House" which needs to be fully furnished and ready for bookings over the december/Jan holiday period.So stay turned for that!

Soon after Christmas we want to move Hero into Iggy's room and put the boys together. This is a major reshuffle, but one that has to happen. Hero really needs her own space now, and needs a place to chill out without noisy boys getting into her things!

Iggy's room is quite small and it will be a real challenge to create a space that is both organised and functional as well as lovely. It will be her first own room so i am keen to try and make it as special as i can, but there is a few things to fit in!
The above images are a bit of inspiration but aren't really realistic to the space.

These eclectic and colourful ones might be more true to form. The images are from lapetite magazine which is well worth a look!

This move also means that Iggy will need to go into a big boys bed in preparation for the new arrival of bub's number 4.

There is of cause Christmas shopping to be done too!

Birthday, My Birthday

36 years old?

On Sunday i will 36 years old.

Turning 18 could not come quick enough. 21 was a bit anti climatic. I dreamt about being 30 and loved it. I had thought about 35, but it passed by without to much thought.

36 feels like a bigger step for some reason. Maybe because it is on the other side of my thirties and heading towards 40, but i think it has more to do with nostalgia, and re-capping the last 6 years. I feel as if 4 pregnancies have taken a toll physically on me and i am determined to get my physical confidence back after this one is born.

When i took this pic, i thought about putting on some make-up and and trying a bit harder, but i think it depicts how i feel and who i am at this time in my life.
My fringe desperately needs a cut, hence why i am holding it out the way. In contrast to that i have my nails done because i went to the Melbourne Cup 2 days ago and haven't taken the polish off yet, and i look a bit tired, which is how i feel most days.

Don't get me wrong life is good, it's just that the person i see in the mirror is not quite the person i expect to see at 36. I'm sure it is another example of how fast life goes by.

I am looking forward to a lovely weekend of sunny days at the beach, eating with great friends and of cause being with my incredible family on my 36th birthday.


Happy Birthday to me!!

The third trimester!

I haven't written much about my pregnancy, this has not been intentional, there has just been a lot going on. Saying that just because this is my forth, it does not mean that it is less exciting. Not a day goes by that i don't get a flutter of anticipation as to who might be inside me. Especially when i step back and observe Hero, Banjo and Iggy. It is amazing how different they are as individual.

The sex of this baby is another interesting counter-part. If it is a boy, there is no argument that there will be an over balance of males to females, and how will this change the dynamics of the house hold? The symmetry of 3 girls and 3 boys sounds good in theory but would it be as perfect as it seems?
Having a gang of boys sounds fun, too.

In the end, we are happy with whatever we get, and will wait till this bubs arrives to find out.

I am a little apprehensive about the up and coming 3 months, i have a lot of growing to do, and with life being so busy with the others, i think it is going to be a struggle towards the end. I have been really lucky so far in all my pregnancies (health wise) but day-to-day life could not be more jam packed this time round.

I supposed the one positive is that it will go fast!

It's late, but I'm back!

I am sorry it has taken me 3 weeks to post on my wonderful journey. I have no real excuses, life has just been busy, and racing by!

London was a lot of fun, Georgina who i stayed with has a awesome pad with a quaint studio flat out the back that was all mine! We ate at some great place's and drank cocktails out of uber cool jam jars!

A highlight was spending time with Mich and her beautiful boy Sonny! He is not much older then Iggy and just adorable with a personality to match. Big xxx Sonny!

Then it was off to Paris on the Eurostar to meet Mum! It was quite surreal to meet up at a Hotel in Paris, but we did and had the most wonderful 5 days.

The first day was so memorable. We woke to a perfect Autumn morning, early, in order to get to one of Paris's incredible Flea Markets. Just look at these still life's! Could they look anymore Parisian? Mum and i bought some real treasures here that will forever take me back when i look at them.

The next major highlight was our trip to Villa Savoye, this was built in 1928 by the architect Le Corbusier. This Villa might not seem that monumental now but when you think of what people were building in the 1930's it is far-and-away ahead of it's time.

It was another perfect day, there were next to no tourists and the grounds were so peaceful. But the house was just so inspiring, so simple, so liveable, so stylish. I could have included hundreds of images, but here are a select few to give you an idea.

  
Afterwards we caught the bus to the quaint and picturest town of Poissy, where we grabbed a baguette and chocolate eclair, sat in the towns square and watch the French world go by at a lovely calming speed compared to Paris.

The next few days were filled with shopping and nights out, eating at some of the best and happening (Septime) restaurants in Paris!

On our down days we would chill out in a square like this!

The amazing Autumnal light on the changing leaves were indescribable, and it was easy to see where all those impressionist got their inspiration from. 

You would walk through gardens, then look up at a vista like this!

Around every corner there were more and more divine Parisian scenes that you could never get tired of looking at. But my babies were calling for me and i needed to get home to my beautiful family.

But, We had a good-time, didn't we Mum! xx

Springtime

I felt inspired to do a shoot with Hero recently. It had been a while since i had taken some proper photos and looking at these i believe she is the essence of 'Spring' at the moment. 

I am feeling a bit sentimental at the moment because i am off on a big adventure without my babies!

On Monday i leave for London where i will catchup with some old and dear friends and then to Paris to meet my Mum for 5 days! I am very excited to be going to Paris with my own Mum, it is a very rare opportunity that came up, and i couldn't let it pass!

I will be away 10 day in total, which is not long in the scheme of things but it is a long time to be away from my family, and to be traveling so far away from them feels unnatural, but i think that is motherly instincts coming through. I know when i am there i will have a wonderful time.

Hero definitely takes after me emotionally, and i think she will be most affected by my absence, and i get a bit teary even thinking about saying goodbye to them. But we will be OK.

And hey, spring here and early Autumn in Europe!

Whats not to love!

See you on my return.

" The best day ever! "

Hero's school had a dress up as your favourite book character day. Which i only found out about 1 day before! But we pulled something together, (Pipi Longstocking ) and as you can see we got a couple of elements right. It was a big success and Hero thought it was: "The best day ever" at school!

They also had a parade which was a nice touch and all the younger siblings got to participate. Banjo choose to dress up as a 'skeleton Pilot!' I'm still yet to find a book that he might feature in! He would go up to all his friends with excitement unaware that they had no idea who he was and what he was! It was quite funny.
His mate Oscar was Max from 'Where the wild things are'.

 Iggy love it all too. He is not intimidated by large crowds, he just loves to be involved. You can see him sitting with his sister, not for comfort, and reassurance, but so he could participate also! It was a very sweet moment to capture.

After the parade the teachers lined up for a photo and Iggy was most interested, so he walk over to the group un fazed that the whole school was behind him and watched on. I guess it was a strange sight!            

Is it soaking in?????

I have to admit i am struggling with my Banjo. But i feel i need to put it out there, as well as recored it in time for future reference!

Everyday i tell him the same things;
"Don't hit your sister. "
"Be gentle with your little brother."
"Decided if it is the right or wrong thing to do be for you do it."
"Listen to what people want."
"Think about others, not just yourself."
"Dont argue."

Every single day i say these same statements to him, some of them i repeat many times in one day.

I am just at a loss as to weather i am making any difference in his personality. The problem is he has such energy and enthusiasm for life he only lives within the moment, so it is as if he can not hear, see or think beyond that point. The problem with that way of living is that it can seem a very selfish one.

Deep down, I don't believe Banjo to be a selfish person, but the way in which he lives life, makes me wonder from time to time... Why is it that he cant think of others before himself in the moment?

I guess all i can do is stay persistent, and hope that one day it will soak in something will just click!